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Often we want to be somewhere other than where
we are, or even to be someone other than who we
are. We tend to compare ourselves constantly with
others & wonder why we are not as rich, as
intelligent, as simple, as beautiful, or as popular as
they are. Such comparisons make us feel guilty,
ashamed, or jealous. We are unique human
beings, each with a call to realize in life what
nobody else can, and to realize it in the concrete
context of the here & now. We will never find happiness
by trying to figure out whether we are better or worse
than others. We are good enough to do what we are
called to do.

Cut Eriks hair last night.. !
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so brittany came over & spent the night yesterday.
we danced to benny benassi, took pictures, cut our hairr, & had long conversations about manydifferentthings. <3

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Current Music: benny benassi- satisfaction

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i watched requiem for a dream last night with my mom,
and while we were watching it, i kept having flashbacks to the first time i saw the movie; a couple years ago.
i had stopped the movie half-way through, because it was all too confusing for me.
i didn't understand it.
"what's happening?" "what are they doing?" "what does that mean?" were all questions rushing through my head.
but now it's all so clear to me
because i've experienced some of what happens throughout the movie.
& it feels so weird to have changed so much in a year or two.
to have learnt, and tryed so many new things.
to have changed so much as an individual.
i'm not the same person i was.
every day i change.
everything i see, hear, or experiment with changes me.
everything i've ever been around contributes to how i feel, & grow as a person.


i'm ready.

Current Music: fiona apple- not about love

i'm so full of bullshit sometimes.

all i can say is;;

i'm sorry.

If you knew that you would die today
Saw the face of god and love
Would you change?

If you knew that love can break your heart
When you're down so low that you cannot fall
Would you change?

How bad, how good, does it need to get?
How many losses? how much regret?
What chain reaction would cause an effect?
Makes you turn around
Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget,
Makes you change

If you knew that you would be alone
Knowing right, being wrong,
Would you change?

If you knew that you would find a truth
That would bring a pain that can't be soothed
Would you change?

Are you so up right
You can't be bent
If it comes to blows
Are you so sure you won't be crawling
If not for the good why risk falling
Why risk falling?

If everything you think you know
Makes your life unbearable
Would you change?

If you'd broken every rule and vow
And hard times come to bring you down
Would you change?

If you knew that you would die today,
If you saw the face of god and loved
Would you change?
Would you change?

Current Music: tiesto

1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favorite place to be:
11. favorite lyric:
12. best time of the year:

1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.

Current Music: regina spektor- samson


i lovelovelove erikliz&naaate.

i have cake and frosting all over myself;;
in my hair, all over my face & bodyy.

but i'm happy.
really, really happy.

it was good being back at school today, minus theatre pro.

:] :] :]


Current Music: you only live once- the strokes

peritonsillar abscess - an abscess that forms in the tissue walls beside the tonsils (the lymph organs in the back of the throat). Peritonsillar abscesses are most common in adolescents and young adults.

What are the symptoms of a neck abscess?

The following are the most common symptoms of a neck abscess. However, each child may experience symptoms differently. Symptoms may include:

red, swollen, sore throat, sometimes just on one side[[check]]
bulge in the back of the throat[[check]]
tongue pushed back against throat
neck pain and/or stiffness[[check]]
ear pain[[check]]
body aches[[check]]
difficulty swallowing, talking, and/or breathing[[check]]

Treatment of a neck abscess:

antibiotic medications (to treat the infection)
Often, antibiotics must be given intravenously (in the vein) and hospitalization may be required.

drainage of the abscess using a needle
This procedure may require hospitalization.

i've been sleeping for the last 48 hours,
& i only feel worse.



sleepover at hannahssss!
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Current Music: benny benassi- put yr hands up

i have no idea what i'm doing.

save me.

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